Other Joys

An autobiographical project exploring the intensity of my special interests and the challenges I face as a woman with autism.

Other Joys is an ongoing body of work that highlights my special interests and the immense passion behind them, through portraits and constructed imagery. Featured are butterflies, animal shows and taxidermy; all of which create an intense feeling of euphoria and excitement that is almost indescribable. Special interests are common within the autistic community and, whilst they may differ from person to person, the joy they provide is one we all understand.

The process of making these photographs provides me with a safe space to feel at ease and to unmask. Either on my own or with a few individuals close to me, in places that give me such excitement, I’ve been able to experience my autistic joy to the fullest throughout this project– something that I cannot always access in day to day life. What was once a fear of being deemed different has now become a celebration of self-acceptance and understanding. 

Additionally, throughout the work there are comments on my own autistic traits, such as my need for sensory comfort and how easy it is for me to be overwhelmed. The self-portraits featured, all different in tonality, expression and mood, mirror how I feel in real life; constantly changing myself to fit in with others, whilst the repetition of certain symbols suggests my need for rigid routine.