Who I am

This project is about the daily life and the FtoM/MtoF transition of two twenty-year-olds in Naples.

I have explored the trans world in various countries and different contexts. Since I went to Cuba to meet the trans women protected by Mariela Castro, when her uncle Fidel was still alive and the world was full of prejudices. Even "Femminielli" in Napoli have been kept away from society for so long. Today there is still a long way to go, but the world has changed a lot.

I decided to focus this project on the contemporary Neapolitan reality, with the personal story of two twenty-year-olds who suffered and fought tooth and nail to become what they are today.

Salvatore is 20 years old, raised in the Spanish neighborhoods in Naples, with his mother, grandparents and sister. In adolescence he begins an identity crisis, which no one knew and could explain. The local crime, the underworld and the years in community led him to face the reality and understand who he really was, who he didn't want to be. He met Viviana at 15, he has been with her ever since. In the meantime, he has continued his F to M transition and is fighting for a legal recognition, the hardest part of this process.

Vittoria, just turned 21, is a beautiful girl who has completed the physical transition process M to F. She studies in the design university, she is a model and has many dreams in the drawer. Her suffering began in childhood, when she could not wear or play as she wanted in order to not displease her mother. She lived hidden and denying who she really was. One day, during her adolescence, watching a transsexual woman on television, she began to believe that it was possible to change. Since then she has faced a lot of suffering, prejudice and hardship of all sorts. But today she is a strong young woman, proud of what she is and has achieved.

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Salvatore, who has just returned from Croatia, where he underwent a double masectomy. For him it has been a relief, a step forward to belong more to his body and to be able to legally request a name change on the document.

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Salvatore, 20, waiter, from Naples. He is completing his F to M transition process. He's watching his girlfriend Viviana wearing makeup. They have been together since they were 15.

© Diana Bagnoli - Salvatore and Viviana's hands. They both tattooed a rose on their arm to reaffirm their love.
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Salvatore and Viviana's hands. They both tattooed a rose on their arm to reaffirm their love.

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Salvatore, the cat and his sister's daughter who sleeps in the bed of her mom and grandmother. The house is small, Salvatore sleeps on the sofa bed in the other room of the house.

© Diana Bagnoli - Salvatore applies testosterone gel on his leg, a hormone treatment that he cannot do without and must use every day.
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Salvatore applies testosterone gel on his leg, a hormone treatment that he cannot do without and must use every day.

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Salvatore helping his mom o clean up the house. Binder mark on Salvatore's back, a very tight band that hid the breasts. This was the first summer he got sun on his back.

© Diana Bagnoli - Salvatore hugs his granmother in her house. They're are highly attached.
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Salvatore hugs his granmother in her house. They're are highly attached.

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Little chapel on the house door of Salvatore's house, with the Madonna and the photo of his grandfather, who has just passed away.

© Diana Bagnoli - Salvatore with Covid on the doorstep. His name change hearing has been postponed for over a year due to the virus.
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Salvatore with Covid on the doorstep. His name change hearing has been postponed for over a year due to the virus.

© Diana Bagnoli - Vittoria right before her daily makeup routine. "Sometimes I wonder why all this is happening to me", she told.
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Vittoria right before her daily makeup routine. "Sometimes I wonder why all this is happening to me", she told.

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Vittoria hugs her younger sister. As a child she always wanted her clothes, her photographs and her toys. She lived with this secret inside her all her childhood. When the time came, her sister supported and accompanied her throughout the transition.

© Diana Bagnoli - After the operation, Vittoria celebrated with a baby shower and the dress she has always wanted.
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After the operation, Vittoria celebrated with a baby shower and the dress she has always wanted.

© Diana Bagnoli - Vittoria having a drink with her best friend, Ileania.
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Vittoria having a drink with her best friend, Ileania.

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The day after the sex change operation. The day of the operation in Barcelona, Vittoria prayed and cried a lot. She was afraid of dying, afraid of leaving her loved ones alone. She had to walk to the operating table and her legs couldn't hold her. When she woke up, after 7 hours of surgery, she immediately called her 5 best girlfriends, who were waiting together for that call. In that moment, crying with joy, she thought with relief, I'm finally like them.

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It is the first year in which Vittoria shows her body during summer time, happy not to have to hide anymore. She is proud of what she has become with so much patience and sacrifice.

© Diana Bagnoli - In this water she took her first bath after the operation. She defined it as a baptism.
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In this water she took her first bath after the operation. She defined it as a baptism.

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