បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers)

  • Dates
    2026 - Ongoing
  • Author
  • Topics Portrait, Social Issues
  • Location Krong Siem Reap, Cambodia

In the serene tourist town of Siem Reap, Cambodia, I met Sokpheak, Davina, and Yav. Three Khmer women of varying ages living vastly different lives, bound together by the quiet thread of a shared transgender identity.

"...all I looked for was the beauty and the tenderness. The people I photographed...were my friends and I thought they were the most beautiful people in the world."

...អ្វីដែលខ្ញុំតាមរកគឺ ភាពស្រស់ស្អាត និងភាពទន់ភ្លន់។ មនុស្សដែលខ្ញុំថតរូបឲ្យ...សុទ្ធតែជាមិត្តខ្ញុំ ហើយខ្ញុំគិតថាពួកគាត់ជាមនុស្សស្រស្អាតបំផុតនៅក្នុងលោកនេះ៕

Nan Goldin

I crossed paths with Sokpheak entirely by chance while wandering aimlessly through the streets of Siem Reap. She was bent over a trash pile, collecting plastic bottles to sell for a few riel. At 40, she carried the weariness of her years, yet her kindness remained profound. I asked if she would show me around the city, and in return I promised to take her to dinner. That night, she wore her best dress—her only outfit for an evening out—and moved with quiet, unassuming dignity.

Davina, 27, performs every night as a drag queen at Barcode Siem Reap, where she wears glamour like armor. When we first met, she hugged me without hesitation. We clicked instantly and shared jokes and laughter. Her warmth was as striking as her confidence.

Yav, 22, is a university student, young and ambitious, navigating a future full of hope. I asked if I could visit her home in a village outside the city. We rode out past the noise and nighttime traffic until the paved streets gave way to dirt roads and open fields. Out there, everything felt softer and slower, something deeply familiar. We talked for a long time. I told her she represents the future for trans women in Cambodia.

Three women, three lives, three flowers, separate but connected through the shared experience of transness, each opening in its own light yet rooted in the same soil, all reaching for a brighter tomorrow.

In a world that denies trans women’s existence and identity, we must rely on one another for survival and support. As a transgender woman, this ongoing project—photographing trans women across Southeast Asia, beginning in Siem Reap—is for my fellow trans women who have shown me care, tenderness, and belonging.

Through both staged and candid portraits, I want to portray my sisters as they truly are, imperfect yet luminous and undeniably alive. These images do not conclude with the moment they were made; they carry forward traces of rawness and tenderness. Even after attention drifts, even after the moment passes, the presence of these women persists. Because even in darkness, flowers continue to bloom.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Sokpheak’s feet amid trash and rubble signify her humble socio-economic status and grounded reality as a middle-aged transgender woman in Cambodia, shaped by a society that was far less accepting of trans people during her upbringing.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Sokpheak’s initial shyness in looking toward the camera signals her unfamiliarity with being the center of attention. She asked me, “Why do you want to take photos of me?” I replied, “Because to me, you are beautiful.”

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Davina invited me to her apartment in Siem Reap, and I immediately noticed a mannequin head with a wig on it. In relation to her, it reflects how the way she makes a living—and lives as a woman—permeates her household.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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A close-up of Davina moments before she goes on stage to perform. For her, gender is a performance she willingly embraces to affirm her identity as a transgender woman.

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Yav faintly smiles behind a thicket of leaves, confident and assured that she can find her place in society without anxiety about her gender.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Yav poses in front of a haystack in a field near her house in the village of Spean Kaek. I asked her to pose this way as a reference to The Thinker, reflecting that Yav is a student who hopes to achieve more in society as a brave and confident young trans woman.

© Bienyl Huelgas - A vibrant yellow flower blooms in the dark.
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A vibrant yellow flower blooms in the dark.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Sokpheak poses in a direct reference to Andrew Wyeth’s painting Christina’s World, evoking the hardships she endured growing up as an impoverished Khmer transgender woman.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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I noticed how beautiful Yav's nails were, a subtle yet powerful affirmation of her gender identity. In this photo, she hugs her mother, who fully supports her gender transition—a testament to how familial support is essential in nurturing confident trans individuals.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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In contrast to Sokpheak’s more grounded photograph of her lower limbs (1st photo), here we see Davina’s feet seemingly floating in the air, wearing shiny high heels. This serves as a metaphor for how younger trans individuals are more hopeful and optimistic about their future, having grown up in a society that is gradually becoming more accepting of the LGBTQ+ community.

© Bienyl Huelgas - A portrait of Sokpheak, 40.
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A portrait of Sokpheak, 40.

© Bienyl Huelgas - A portrait of Davina, 27.
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A portrait of Davina, 27.

© Bienyl Huelgas - A portrait of Yav, 22.
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A portrait of Yav, 22.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Champa flowers line the highways of Siem Reap, blossoming even at night—a metaphor for the unfolding of trans identity and womanhood.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Yav with her mother, who is very supportive of her gender transition.
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Yav with her mother, who is very supportive of her gender transition.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Image from the បុប្ផាបី (Three Flowers) photography project
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Self-portrait with Sokpheak and Davina. Meeting them was not only an encounter with their stories, but also a moment of reflection on my own understanding of my transgender identity and how I navigate life in the Philippines amid anxiety and the fear of experiencing transphobia.

© Bienyl Huelgas - Tenderness.
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Tenderness.