Sonechko, Yak Ty? (Sunshine, How Are You?)

This photography project is a research on an identity of a contemporary woman grown in the post-Soviet environment. By using archives and recreating memories, I try to collect the pieces of my current self together.

I have always cherished memories of a happy childhood. I came into this world just five years after the Soviet Union's collapse, in the eastern part of Ukraine. I have often been reminded of my good fortune not to have experienced that miserable life under Soviet rule. Yet, as my late twenties beckon, I find myself wrestling with a profound sense of disorientation and inner uncertainty about who I truly am. It's as if my sense of self is as elusive as that of a Soviet citizen. This inner turbulence has prompted me to embark on a quest to rediscover myself by revisiting and reevaluating the memories of my upbringing through the lens of adulthood.

My childhood was marked by moments of pure joy, like savoring my mother's homemade sour cherry varenyky or the thrill of climbing trees. Yet, it was also shaped by the unyielding discipline of the Soviet era, a force that has left an indelible mark on the person I've grown into. The predominant influence during my formative years was a community steeped in Soviet values, including my family, educators, neighbors, and even the local shopkeepers and political figures. Regrettably, I currently find myself separated from my family due to the ongoing war caused by Russia's aggression against Ukraine, rendering my return home impossible for now.

To navigate this emotional and existential terrain, I have harnessed the medium of photography as a means to transport myself back to the eastern reaches of Ukraine, back to my past. Through this creative journey, I endeavor to disassemble and reconstruct the fragments of my childhood memories, each image a piece of the puzzle in reassembling my own identity.

This project is an exploration of the identity of a contemporary woman born into the post-Soviet era - an introspective journey that not only serves as a reflection of my personal quest for self-discovery but also as a poignant portrayal of an entire generation that came of age in the post-Soviet milieu.

It remains an ongoing endeavor, an exploration of self and a testament to Ukrainian resilience.