Through the wormhole and back

I‘d like to propose a thought experiment that explores the idea of reconnecting with my past self. A self-healing science fiction journey into the past to get closer to my „inner child“.

Sometimes I would like to travel back in time and punch myself in the face. There is no closer and more important connection than the one to oneself, I would dare say. We are tied to ourselves, whether we like it or not.

At times it is very difficult for me to accept who I am and the path I‘ve taken. I question all the decisions that I make and that I have made in the past. In therapy I was told to be kind to myself and to connect with my „inner child“.

Another reason I‘d consider traveling back to my childhood is to relive experiences with the same intensity as I did back then. Spending hours observing things with fresh, unbiased eyes. In a way, photography is a tool that can put me in exactly this situation and possibly the reason for my obsession with this medium.

I‘d also argue that photography is the most effective form of time travel available today. With the click of a button, we can freeze time and preserve it „forever“. However, what‘s currently lacking is access to these frozen moments.

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I‘d like to propose a thought experiment that explores the idea of getting closer to my past "self". According to scientific theory, time travel is theoretically possible, although traveling into the future is easier than traveling into the past. The best way to travel in all directions is through a so-called wormhole.

A wormhole is basically a shortcut in the universe, allowing matter to travel vast distances in a relatively short time. This experiment stretches beyond my imagination, as my knowledge of physics and the universe is limited. It is a mind game on a visual level that is to be understood with a twinkle in the eye.

I'm not saying that the topic isn't serious. It's my way of processing serious subjects like my mental health in a humorous manner. Connecting this future vision of time travel to aiding in the healing of depression or trauma is perhaps a desire I have. Sharing this idea in a creative way is already therapeutic for me.

Some may interpret this story as a naive escape from reality. That may be true, but as long as this thought exercise personally helps me, it's worth it for me to contemplate the Earth from outer space, because from that perspective, the problems I have seem to become very small and insignificant.