mother of isolation

  • Dates
    2017 - 2019
  • Author
  • Topics Social Issues, Contemporary Issues, Documentary
  • Locations Iran, Ahvaz

Getting more familiar with the autistic children’s mothers and understanding their painful anonymity, made me to understand their challenges more deeply. As a family member who has the most interaction with and is closest to such children, these mothers experience a higher level of stress and psycho

Getting more familiar with the autistic children’s mothers and understanding their painful anonymity, made me to understand their challenges more deeply. As a family member who has the most interaction with and is closest to such children, these mothers experience a higher level of stress and psychological trauma. The lack of general knowledge in Iran, people’s biases, attributing the behaviors of these children to the upbringing methods used by their mothers and not to the neurological nature of this disorder, and the lack of necessary financial support from Iran government have been a starting point for mothers’ isolation. Part of the photos of this project has been taken by the mothers of three children with autism – housewives (Shabnam, Fahimeh and Neda) from low-income communities whose photos are reflective of the low quality of their mobile phones. Taking photos of everyday life with their phones, they frankly shared with me their sorrows, joys, and fears without having any background in the rules of photography or graphics. This lack of any background turned out to be a strength that made them each have rules of photography or graphics and this crudity turned out to be a strength that made them each have their own special visual narrative and deal with it through their own special feeling. I didn’t crop or edit the photos of these mothers and I want to show them as they are, without intervening in the way these mothers are being viewed. They perceive mobile photography as a strange and unique experience; an experience that made them get closer to their children.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - Image from the mother of isolation photography project
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Shapnam(Puria’s mother),38,housewife: It was seven years ago when I went to my last party. Nobody does not take care of Puria for me to go to the bathroom or barbershop or to do my personal works. When Puria’s father found out that the disorder is with Puria until the end of his life, he was in bad mental conditions and almost never came home. Ahvaz,Iran.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - He only wants this doll and only talks to it. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran
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He only wants this doll and only talks to it. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran

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He has spun a cocoon of loneliness around himself that I sometimes fail to enter.cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran

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For me, Puria is like a flower gone to a winter sleep, whose roots are alive and one they it will finally blossom. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran

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We could not afford his therapy classes and the therapy stopped, he is in dangerous condition. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - I wish I had never born him. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.
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I wish I had never born him. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - He lets out her screams toward his pigeon. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.
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He lets out her screams toward his pigeon. cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

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We are in the city, together and lonely at the same time cellphone taken by Shabnam on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - Image from the mother of isolation photography project
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Neda(Ali’s Mother),42,housewife: Ali’s appearance was normal; however, I saw the behaviors that were not seen by the others. The friends and relatives considered me as being obsessive and continuously recommended me therapy strategies.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - cellphone taken by Neda on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran
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cellphone taken by Neda on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran

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Once, Ali started screaming and biting his hands in the Taxi, The driver did not accepted that and let us get off the car. Shame because of the accident and the fear of using public transportation was long inside me. cellphone taken by Neda on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

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After 4 years practicing, he finally went WC by himself and independently, We got glad and celebrated it. cellphone taken by Neda on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

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I am always worried about the day I am not in this world anymore, and I do not know who will take care of him like me. The day in which nobody knows that Ali eats baked rice just with ketchup. cellphone taken by Neda on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

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Fahime(Maziar’s mother), 36, housewife: When Maziar was diagnosed by autism, the meaning of everything in my life changed. I started reviewing the memories of the time I was pregnant to find where I did not care appropriately. I gave up my favorite job to focus full time on his occupational therapy.

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After a while, my marriage ring was the last thing sold to pay for expense of his delayed occupational therapy. Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

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Maziar did not speak and I always regretted hearing even once the word mother. Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - I wish we would go to the cinema one day .Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.
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I wish we would go to the cinema one day .Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - “Look at my eye”Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.
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“Look at my eye” Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

© Sana Ahmadizadeh - The footprint in my life. Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.
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The footprint in my life. Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her son. Ahvaz, Iran.

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Photography from Maziar was a very sweet experience for me and it made me closer to him..My biggest fear now is that after me, what will happen to Maziar. Cellphone taken by Fahime on request to document her sonAhvaz, Iran.

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