Jaidë

The suicide crisis among Colombia’s Indigenous communities has severely affected the Emberá people in Chocó. Armed conflict, displacement, and institutional neglect have created lasting despair, especially among young people and displaced families.

The Jaidë project is a visual investigation into the suicide crisis affecting Indigenous communities in Colombia, with a particular focus on the Emberá people in the Chocó region. This crisis is rooted in decades of armed conflict, forced displacement, loss of livelihoods, domestic violence, and prolonged institutional neglect, creating conditions of persistent despair that continue long after direct violence has subsided.

In the municipality of Bojayá, available records reveal a sustained and worsening crisis. Between 2015 and 2020, 15 suicides were reported. From 2021 to 2023, the number rose sharply to 41 deaths, alongside more than 400 suicide attempts. In 2024, at least 12 additional cases were registered, and in 2025 a further 14 suicides were recorded, confirming that this is an ongoing and structural crisis rather than an isolated phenomenon.

Other Emberá communities show similar patterns. In Unión Baquiasa, since 2021, 17 suicide attempts and four deaths have been documented. In Puerto Antioquia, more than 15 suicide attempts and one death were recorded in 2023 alone. These figures reflect accumulated trauma in communities exposed to prolonged displacement, insecurity, and the erosion of social and cultural structures.

Behind these numbers are the lives of young people growing up in environments marked by instability and loss. In Puerto Antioquia, Yadira Birry, 16, took her own life on April 7, 2023, while Liria Cheito survived a suicide attempt the same day. In Unión Baquiasa, Yameli Dumaza, 17, died in December 2021. In October 2025, Martilio Martínez, a 14-year-old resident of the same community, attempted to take his own life. These events continue to reverberate within families long after they occur.

The crisis extends beyond Indigenous territories. In Bogotá, approximately 2,251 displaced Emberá people currently live in overcrowded temporary settlements such as Parque Nacional, La Rioja, and Parque La Florida. The La Rioja building, originally designed for 120 people, now houses more than 1,200. Within these conditions, suicide attempts have also increased, demonstrating how displacement reproduces psychological pressure in urban settings.

I have documented the lives of Yadira Birry’s family and followed Liria Cheito in Bojayá, as well as displaced Emberá women living in Bogotá. My own experience with depression informs my approach, raising questions about how communities historically abandoned by the state confront overwhelming pain without access to sustained mental health care.

Jaidë follows the traces left behind by suicide rather than the act itself, focusing on families living with absence and on a conflict that persists as an emotional condition. With the support of this funding, I aim to continue returning to these communities, where access is complex and costly, requiring air, land, and river transportation. This project seeks to build a sustained, human-centered record of a crisis that remains largely unseen and unresolved.

This project is a candidate for PhMuseum 2026 Photography Grant

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On April 7, 2023, in the Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó, Yadira Birry, 16, took her own life with her paruma, a cloth used as a skirt. Her three sisters, María Camila Birry, Luisa Birry, and Noraisi Birry, stand by her grave, wearing the parumas Yadira left behind after her death.

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The Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, in Chocó, has 141 inhabitants: 31 men, 27 women, and 83 children, and it was founded approximately 30 years ago. It is one of the 45 Embera communities along the Bojayá River, where, according to the diocese, there have been 60 cases of suicide between 2015 and 2024, and more than 400 suicide attempts. The constant wars in the area, forced recruitme

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Liria Cheito attempted to commit suicide with her paruma (a traditional garment of her community) on April 7, 2023, tired of being mistreated by her husband. She is the mother of three children in the Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó.

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Oniri Birry, 7, is the youngest daughter of Liria Cheito, who attempted suicide with her paruma on April 7, 2023, tired of being mistreated by her husband, in the Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó.

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On January 8, 2025, Luisa Chamorro, 17, prunes the grass on her land in the Emberá community of Unión Baquiasa, in Colombia’s Chocó region. She survived two suicide attempts: the first on November 27, 2023, and the second on December 31, 2024. Luisa remembers dreaming of a dark figure urging her to take her life, though she does not recall the act itself. Her family saved her.

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Marneli Birry, 10, is braiding her mother Liria Cheito's hair. Liria attempted to commit suicide with her paruma (a traditional garment of this community) on April 7, 2023, tired of being mistreated by her husband, in the Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó.

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On October 24, 2025, Martilio Martínez, 14, attempted to take his own life in his home in the Indigenous community of Unión Baquiasa, Chocó. His father found him hanging minutes later and managed to save him.Martilio says he repeatedly dreams of a black figure trying to take him away and does not remember the moment of the attempt. Since then, he spends his days without energy or motivation.

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Liria Cheito, her husband, and their daughter Oniri fish in the river at night in the Emberá Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó.On April 7, 2023, Liria Cheito attempted to take her own life using her paruma, a traditional garment of her community, after enduring repeated mistreatment by her husband. She is the mother of three children

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Nelli Birry, 10, is the eldest daughter of Liria Cheito, who attempted to commit suicide using her paruma (a traditional garment of her community) on April 7, 2023, tired of being mistreated by her husband. Nelli holds a fish she just caught in the Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó.

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Neita Dumasa and Nereisa Dumasa, the sisters of Yameli Numasa, wash clothes and parumas in the river in the Indigenous community of Unión Baquiasa, Chocó. Yameli was the first person in the community to die by suicide, on December 26, 2021.

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Marleni Birry and her father, Dilfido Birry, look at a mobile phone in the morning at their home in the Emberá Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó. Marleni is the daughter of Liria Cheito.On April 7, 2023, Liria Cheito attempted to take her own life

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Martiliano Machy is the jaibaná (physical and spiritual healer) of the Emberá community of Unión Baquiasa, in Colombia’s Chocó region, as he performs a treatment on Luisa Chamorro, 17 years old, who attempted suicide on January 1, 2025.

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Yameli Numasa’s cousin plays with a hammock inside a home in the Indigenous community of Unión Baquiasa, Chocó. Yameli was the first person in the community to die by suicide, after hanging herself with a *paruma*, on December 26, 2021.

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The Embera Dobida community of Puerto Antioquia, in Chocó, can be reached by boat via the Bojayá River. This community has 141 inhabitants: 31 men, 27 women, and 83 children. It was founded approximately 30 years ago. On April 7, 2023, the first recorded suicide occurred. Yadira Birry, 16, took her own life. That same night, there were three more attempts, and to date, there have been more than 15

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Alvarita Sarco, the mother of Martilio Martínez, sews while her son rests in a hammock at their home in Unión Baquiasa, Chocó. Martilio attempted to take his own life on October 24, 2025. Fearing he may try again, his mother stays constantly by his side. A jaibaná, a traditional Emberá healer, treated him, but the distress persists.

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Nereisa Dumasa, 10 years old, is one of the sisters of Yameli Numasa, who died by suicide at 17 on December 26, 2021, in the Emberá Unión Baquiasa community in Colombia’s Chocó region. She plays with a knife at her home on January 6, 2025.

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In the municipality of Bojayá, available records show a sustained increase over the past decade. Between 2015 and 2020, 15 suicides were reported. Between 2021 and 2023, the number rose sharply to 41 deaths, alongside more than 400 suicide attempts. In 2024, at least 12 additional cases were registered. In 2025, a further 14 suicides were recorded, confirming that the crisis is ongoing.

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Luisa Birry, 21, is the eldest sister of Yadira Birry, who committed suicide in 2023 in the Embera Dobida indigenous community of Puerto Antioquia, Chocó. Luisa attempted to take her own life before her sister did.

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Secundino Numasa, the father of Yameli Numasa, walks at night near his daughter’s grave. Yameli died by suicide at the age of 17 on December 26, 2021.

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Ahitana, 23, is a woman from the Embera Chamí community, displaced to Bogotá from her territory in Chocó due to the armed conflict. She lives in La Rioja, one of the three places the community occupies in the city. She has faced a hostile city, mistreatment, and few opportunities. She has attempted suicide several times, the most recent on April 1, 2024.