Gemini and Suffocation From an Unlikely Source

I began self-portrait photography during the pandemic as a ways to exercise my creativity while being quarantined. This specific self-portrait project is a reflection of duality and two sided angles of myself. These are two different shoots, however it's a reflection of the multiple sides of me as well as lately, life seems to be suffocating. I've been in trouble that I brought upon my self, apologizing for more than I thought I inflicted. There are more two sides to me and it seems as if each is suffocating myself. I hope I can find a way to find peace.