From One Innocent Look

  • Dates
    2021 - Ongoing
  • Author
  • Topics Archive, Daily Life, Documentary, Fine Art, Portrait, Social Issues
  • Location Finland, Finland

In my ongoing project From One Innocent Look I explore my background in a religious community (Conservative Laestadian) and a large family of 12 children.

In my ongoing project From One Innocent Look I explore my background in a religious community (Conservative Laestadian) and a large family. The project  depicts the passage of time and internal dynamics of my family. The project highlights the different realities that emerge for each person despite a shared upbringing and environment. Although most of the siblings have left the religious community, the family still retains a strong sense of love and community spirit.

My nuclear family consists of fourteen people, parents and twelve children. Our extended family has a total of 182 one-on-one relationships between family members. When you include all of posterity and different variations, the figure is significantly bigger. We sensitively gather to form a single group, either consisting of the whole family or variable formations. As time passes, individuals grow older, and the family grows. Worldviews, roles and dynamics change constantly. I've been documenting these changes for two decades, almost without realizing it. To tell a fuller story I am contrasting childhood photos from the family albums with the ones I have made.

I don’t have children, but I am aunt to sixteen. It is interesting to see how the kids are growing and how the home heritage of our childhood is passed on to them. I will continue with this project for the rest of my life – our family is constantly growing with new members. The title refers to the first time my parents met, and a phrase my mother typically says, “this all started with one innocent look.”

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I started to focus on this project in 2021 when I started my university studies and felt a strong need to deal with my past and background.

© Lydia Toivanen - Mother’s Wardrobe, 1993 (Pic by mother)
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Mother’s Wardrobe, 1993 (Pic by mother)

© Lydia Toivanen - Oliver’s Christening, 1996 (Pic by grandmother)
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Oliver’s Christening, 1996 (Pic by grandmother)

© Lydia Toivanen - At the Cottage, 1995 (Pic by grandmother)
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At the Cottage, 1995 (Pic by grandmother)

© Lydia Toivanen - Holiday in Morocco, 1996 (Pic by mother)
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Holiday in Morocco, 1996 (Pic by mother)

© Lydia Toivanen - Rudolf Visiting My Place, 2021
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Rudolf Visiting My Place, 2021

© Lydia Toivanen - All Together, 2021
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All Together, 2021

© Lydia Toivanen - Peeter 18 Years, 2022
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Peeter 18 Years, 2022

© Lydia Toivanen - Lilja and Amalia, 2024
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Lilja and Amalia, 2024

© Lydia Toivanen - Rasmus Swimming, 2023
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Rasmus Swimming, 2023

© Lydia Toivanen - Aino and Peeter, 2022
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Aino and Peeter, 2022

© Lydia Toivanen - Lisbeth Swimming, 2023
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Lisbeth Swimming, 2023

© Lydia Toivanen - Grandfather Doing His Job, 2024
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Grandfather Doing His Job, 2024

© Lydia Toivanen - Iris and Sisters, 2024
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Iris and Sisters, 2024

© Lydia Toivanen - Helga After Sauna, 2023
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Helga After Sauna, 2023

© Lydia Toivanen - Mama Fixing My Jacket with Nail Scissors, 2024
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Mama Fixing My Jacket with Nail Scissors, 2024

© Lydia Toivanen - Sisters Hugging Olga, 2024
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Sisters Hugging Olga, 2024

© Lydia Toivanen - Posing for a Piece of Chocolate, 2023
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Posing for a Piece of Chocolate, 2023

© Lydia Toivanen - Oscar and Milja at Grandmother’s Funeral, 2023
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Oscar and Milja at Grandmother’s Funeral, 2023

© Lydia Toivanen - Nap at Grandma’s, 2022
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Nap at Grandma’s, 2022

© Lydia Toivanen - Christmas Gospel, 2018
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Christmas Gospel, 2018

From One Innocent Look by Lydia Toivanen

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