THE STATE I AM IN

  • An expert on the surveillance system in Europe's most monitored city, London, who as well did research on the "Super Recognizers" (special unit of Scotland Yard, with significantly better-than-average face recognition ability).

  • The rubber cell at the Stasi Prison Hohenschönhausen, where inmates had been held captive with deprivation of their senses for up to 14 days.

  • Former inmate at Hohenschönhausen, placed on the seat of his examiner.

  • Former inmate at Hohenschönhausen, who used to work out every day all day using what he could find in his tiny cell.

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