It's my wound because it's pain for me

'It's my wound because it's pain for me' reflects how Armenia, as a society, has been shaped by enduring impacts of military conflicts and geopolitical tension, in which loss and suffering have forged resilience, solidarity and a quiet strength to endure.

Armenia, at the crossroads between Europe and Asia, is facing a decisive phase in its history: long dependent on Russia as a protective power, the loss of Nagorno-Karabakh has made clear that this support cannot be relied upon. Russia's turning away and the fear of another war with Azerbaijan deprives Armenia of any hope of a secure future.

‘It's my wound because it's pain for me’ is a photographic exploration of Armenian society, whose identity is characterised by the traumas of the past, the fear of war and a deep sense of isolation. The work sheds light on the impact of geopolitical tensions and military conflicts on the civilian population in a region that is at the centre of political interests and power struggles.

The pictures illustrate the discrepancy between the Armenians' deep longing for peace and the harsh reality of the ongoing conflict with Azerbaijan. In a country whose hopes for security have been shattered by geopolitical upheavals, the dream of stability and peaceful coexistence often seems unattainable. But it is precisely in this difficult situation that alternative paths are emerging: through mutual support and cohesion, the population is meeting the challenges with remarkable resilience. Despite their own poverty, people are opening their doors to refugees from Nagorno-Karabakh, paramilitary groups are forming to defend freedom and security, and new, self-created realities are emerging that defy the feeling of injustice.

With her work, Islinger aims to raise awareness of Armenia's complex and often overlooked situation and highlight the voices and experiences of people who are usually underrepresented in the global discourse.

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A small shop with LED-lit crosses on the main road close to Goris, in the Syunik region, which borders Azerbaijani territory on both sides.

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Maria in her flat in Yerevan. Reflecting on her feelings about the tense situation with Azerbaijan, she says ‘I feel safe and unsafe at the same time. Somehow I have forgotten the feeling of fear. I have locked it away to escape it’.

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Arevik sits at dinner with her children and the woman they are staying with. The family fled from Shushi to Armenia in 2020, returned to Stepanakert and had to flee again in 2023 after Azerbaijan took over.

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A man collects rubber guns in the training hall of the organization Voma in Yerevan, which prepares civilians to defend Armenia.

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Anja and Arzum fled to Armenia in 2023 after Azerbaijan took control of Nagorno-Karabakh and found refuge in a former kindergarten in Masis.

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Ania, who fled Nagorno-Karabakh, prepares a meal in the kitchen of a former kindergarten in Masis, which now serves as accommodation for refugees.

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Margarita, 28 years old, in Yerevan. Commenting on the current situation in her country, she says: ‘You can't live in peace, you don't feel safe and you constantly expect something bad to happen.

© Jana Islinger - Maria, Hasmik, Asya, Armine, Samson and their children at dinner in the border town of Jermuk.
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Maria, Hasmik, Asya, Armine, Samson and their children at dinner in the border town of Jermuk.

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Maga, 16, during a training session in the mountains with the organisation Voma, which prepares civilians for the defence of Armenia.

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At the Yerablur military cemetery, family members mourn the loss of Tigran, who would have turned 23 on this day and was killed in the war for Nagorno-Karabakh in 2020.

© Jana Islinger - Armenian-Azerbaijani border with Mount Ararat in the background which is located in Turkey.
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Armenian-Azerbaijani border with Mount Ararat in the background which is located in Turkey.

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Susanna, 60, in her apartment. She was born and raised as an Armenian in Baku and fled to Armenia amid ethnic violence in the late 1980s, before the collapse of the Soviet Union. She now lives in a town near Yerevan, together with other former residents of Baku.

It's my wound because it's pain for me by Jana Islinger

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