I'll Die For You | Awarded Project - PhMuseum

I'll Die For You

  • Chandrabhan Zitheu Chaturkar, 70, hung himself in his house on May 2, 2010. He owed 16,000 Indian rupees (US$217).

  • Trees in reflection.

  • Farmer's skin.

  • Ranjana Manoj Chaudhury, 31, became a widow in 2004. Her husband, Manoj Prahladroa Chaudhury, 38, consumed pesticide and died on the very farm he was trying to cultivate on December 24, 2004. “He kept saying I won’t be here for long as I am under a lot of tension, but he never specified anything.” Two or three years before he took his life, Manoj had taken out two loans to put money into the family’s six-acre land. The loans, from both private lenders and banks, amounted to 130,000 Indian Rupees (US$1,765).

  • Fayek Mohamed Mahmoud Anabousey, 77, lost access to his West Bank land over a period of several months when Israeli military used it as a training grounds without his consent.

  • Krunal Motiram Wasake, 28, threw himself down a well outside his family's house on December 30, 2009. He owed 8,000 Indian rupees (US$109).

  • Fayek Mohamed Mahmoud Anabousey, 77, says his soil has suffered irreparable damage from extensive Israeli military and tank presence using his land as grounds for conducting their training.

  • Farmer's hand.

  • Archana Sanjay Sarate is now raising her children alone. In mid 2010, her husband consumed pesticide. On June 11, 2010, Sanjay Avbhutrao Sarate, 35, stumbled on the family's doorstep and said: "I have taken pesticide. I am going to die. This is the end of my life.” As he took in his last breath, Sanjay lay on a bed and hugged his six-year-old son, Sameer. The family now owes 130,000 Indian rupees (US$1,765).

  • The River Nile glistening in the sun.

  • Prabha Narayan Atram went to sleep on March 24, 2011 exhausted after a long day's work in the field. Next to her slept her husband, 45-year-old Narayan. But little did she know that he would wake up in the middle of the night and throw himself down a well. On March 25, 2011 Prabha woke up to find her life had changed forever. The family owes 25,000 Indian rupees (US$340).

  • Ali Figuero, 18, works in a wheat field in the Sacred Valley near Cusco, in the Peruvian Andes. Over the past 10 years, farmers in this part of the country have experienced unpredictable weather patterns, with temperatures rising above average and seasonal patterns rapidly shifting, making crop growth uncertain. In spite of their frustration with these uncontrollable changes, farmers in the Sacred Valley maintain their indigenous belief in Pachamama — Mother Earth. In Inca mythology, Pachamama is a fertility goddess presiding over planting and harvesting with creative power to sustain life on earth.

  • Farmer's neck.

  • "He was so handsome," said Baby Devraoji Satone, 52, of her son Kiran, 28, who committed suicide on January 18, 2007 due to debt. "I am angry and I feel very upset because he took care of all of us in the house," she added. The family owns a 1.5-acre piece of land where they farm cotton and soya beans, but persistent crop failure due to drought meant there was no money to repay an 80,000 loan (US$1,086) borrowed by Kiran, who was not yet married.

  • Tree bark.

  • Thirty-four-year-old Praveen Shaligramji Bhumbhar set himself on fire when no one was at home. He died in hospital. Bhumbhar owed 80,000 Indian Rupees (US$1,086). He was married with three children.

  • The River Nile.

  • Farmer Mustafa Foqha, 64. Palestinian farmers who lost their land to the Israeli Occupation feel an overwhelming loss of identity.

  • Fire.

  • Farmer's hair.

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