2018 - Ongoing
I have come to realise i will never really stop grieving.
That there's a hole wherever i go.
My husband died over a decade ago and the pain and longing for him has never gone away.
It is a constant journey learning to live without him
His brilliance ,his integrity, his humour, his warmth, his nature, the way we both love in the same way.
I'm left on a dream state
I can’t quite believe what has happened
i'm left as if under water,
I can see people's mouths moving but what they say can't really penetrate.
I did nothing wrong he did nothing wrong but he was whisked to an early death
These images are almost watery dreams.....i use two people to represent how i always feel him there, as i feel my love for him wasn't about him being a man, i have used a woman to represent his spirit.