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Deceitful reverence

Deceitful reverence

Portrait, Nature & Environment, Fine Art
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Themes of isolation, loneliness and abandonment form the basis for his emotional series.<\/p><p>However, it is only because of this brutal honesty and openness that they can touch the viewer.<\/p><p>Ulrich R\u00fcter<\/p><p>_____________________________________________________________________<\/p><p>I shot the first picture of Deceitful Reverence while I was in Lodz, Poland, shortly after returning from a two-month treatment for alcohol addiction in a closed institution. I got addicted when I was in high school, and have drunk compulsively for almost 8 years. In some way, photography saved my life.<\/p><p>I learned to exist without high, fake stimulations. After the treatment, I felt that I could start my life with a new beginning.<\/p><p>I started with taking pictures of my surroundings. It became my way to express my feelings, the chaos in my head<\/p><p> In Deceitful Reverence I want to show my visions, emotions, dreams from my past and present life. 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