Paintings, Dreams and Love | Shortlisted Project - PhMuseum 2020 Photographers Grant - PhMuseum

Paintings, Dreams and Love

  • The Nightmare, 2019

  • The Death of Actaeon, 2020

  • Leda and the Swan, 2021

  • Narcissus with a Mirror, 2021

  • The Room, 2022

  • The Hundred Eyes, 2021

  • The Lovers, 2020

  • The Salon, 2022

  • The Dream of the Fisherwoman 1, 2018

  • The Dream of the Fisherwoman 2, 2018

Paintings, Dreams and Love

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