La Machine | Shortlisted Project - PHmuseum 2020 Photographers Grant - PHmuseum

La Machine

  • My body setting a trap for itself

  • Nicholas with cane

  • chronophotography of Nicholas walking with his cane

  • Diary entry with porcelain replica of my arm

  • Mold of my arm with pain points

  • Motion study

  • Fatigue study of Renate sorting her medicine

  • Motion study

  • Porcelain replica of my leg

  • Saskia

  • Boaz with cane

  • Pascalle stepping over a chair

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