Malign Influences. | Shortlisted Project - PHmuseum 2020 Photographers Grant - PHmuseum

Malign Influences.

  • Tinieblas

  • The apocalypse

  • The red birthday

  • In your hands

  • Four moons of October. (Self portrait)

  • The little Marbella.

  • Lonely

  • Dungeons

  • A memory of my mother.

  • Happy ever after.

  • First sacrament (Self portrait)

  • The family on my grandfather

  • The little death

  • Cousins.

  • The meeting

  • A memory from my ancestors

  • The Coven.

  • My great grandmother

  • The last dance

  • Birthday dream

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