You Can't Go Home Again

  • SEPTEMBER 20, 2018 - Iranian Shi’ite men covered in mud gather around a bonfire to dry themselves during Ashura rituals in the city of Khorramabad, Iran. Ashura is a mourning ceremony commemorating the martyrdom of the third Imam of the Shi’ite Muslims, Hussain Ibn Ali, the grandson of Prophet Muhammad. On the day of Ashura in the city of Khorramabad, Shi'ite Muslim men gather to rub themselves in mud before chanting religious songs and flagellating themselves.

  • APRIL 22, 2019 - A view of an exterior wall of a house decorated with traditional painting on Hormuz Island, Iran.

  • AUGUST 18, 2018 - An Iranian boy lays in a pool fed by an underground mineral spring called Cheshmeh Ali in the working class neighbourhood of Shahr-e-Ray on a hot Summer day in Tehran, Iran.

  • SEPTEMBER 20, 2018 - Two Iranian men embrace each other in the early morning during Ashura rituals in the city of Khorramabad, Iran. Ashura is a mourning ceremony commemorating the martyrdom of the third Imam of the Shi’ite Muslims, Hussain Ibn Ali, the grandson of Prophet Muhammad. On the day of Ashura in the city of Khorramabad, Shi'ite Muslim men gather to rub themselves in mud before chanting religious songs and flagellating themselves.

  • AUGUST 10, 2018 - An Iranian actor dressed in historical costume poses for a portrait in a makeshift changing room in the village of Alamut before performing Tazieh, a folk religious theatre, commemorating the martyrdom of the third Imam of the Shi’ite Muslims, Hussain Ibn Ali, the grandson of Prophet Muhammad.

  • SEPTEMBER 1, 2018 - Farahnaz Beyzavi finishes drinking the juice of a watermelon after shaving the leftover pieces with a spoon in her family’s vacation home in the village of Chenar, Iran.

  • NOVEMBER 1, 2018 - Kimia Sorkhehmiri takes a break during a horse riding lesson in Ilam, Iran.

  • JUNE 4, 2019 - Hamed Jaberha blows smoke into the air during a road trip with his friends in Barzok, Iran.

  • FEBRUARY 2, 2018 - Reyhaneh Ansari stands in her friends room after a sleepover the night before in the upper class neighbourhood of Shahrak-e-Gharb in Tehran, Iran. Many young Iranians are trying to pursue a more modern life despite the cultural and social restrictions they face every day. Lack of opportunity and high unemployment rate is pushing many of them to seek a better life abroad

  • NOVEMBER 4, 2018 - Habibollah Mohammadi holds on tight to his umbrella as gust of wind and rain blows in the city of Ilam, Iran.

  • FEBRUARY 7, 2018 - Iranian men stand along a canal running through a farmland in the district of Haji Abad on the outskirts of Borujerd, Iran.

  • FEBRUARY 15, 2018 - A view of the front gate of an empty villa in the village of Kilan, Iran. Due to high inflation and devaluation of the local currency the Rial, many Iranians are increasingly investing in the property market across the country.

  • JULY 26, 2018 - A cow is seen grazing in the meadow in Chalus, Iran.

  • OCTOBER 13, 2017 - Negar and her friend Hussain embrace each other on the streets of Tehran, Iran.

  • AUGUST 4, 2018 - Milad Ebrahimi stands for a portrait during his cousin’s engagement party in the village of Alamut, Iran.

  • SEPTEMBER 1, 2018 - A plastic tablecloth hangs on a clothesline as it dries in the sun in village of Chenar, Iran.

  • JULY 26, 2018 - An Iraqi tourist swims in the Caspian Sea in Chalus, Iran.

  • NOVEMBER 6, 2018 - A view of the city of Ilam, the third largest Kurdish city in Iran. The city of Ilam suffered heavily from the devastating eight year war with Iraq. Today, Ilam remains economically underdeveloped with one of the highest unemployment rates in the country.

  • JULY 24, 2018 - Children play in the river along Chalus road on a hot summer day in Mazandaran Province, Iran.

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