Title: Blue Hour. There's this time or episode when I feel very anxious, very empty, lonely, sad, melancholic, and always think about the worst possibility of life, such as destruction, death, failure, past traumas, and so on. When it happens, I feel like I couldn't function properly and disinterested in life. I refer that time as "The Blue Hour".

Title: Haunt. I am still haunted by my childhood trauma that still "grow" inside of me, becoming part of me that alters my perception of reality back into the past trauma. Reflecting on the psychological concept of "Inner Child", in which when you grow up, there’s still a “child” living in your mind (the inner child) and the inner child is going to influence the way you think, feel, and act, as an adult.

Title: The S(h)elf. This picture is a reconstruction of my past, the inner wounds, and traumas due to the conflict of values and identity’s rejection during my childhood. I tried to depict the fear, sadness, and discomfort, in response to identity conflict of being a “feminine boy”, which does not conform to society's expectation of a "masculine boy".

Title: Bodies. Alienation and sacrifices caused by the obsession of achieving "perfection" as means of success and societal expectations

Title: Amidst The Hustle. This photo reflect a moment of existential angst in my life over dealing with works and life. It is a critique over "hustle culture", where people works extensively with a little rest in order to achieve success.

Title: Tear The Universe. This pictures represents guilts, regrets, frustrations, and griefs that I've encountered across in my life.

Title: Spikes. This picture represent the intense emotions that often come randomly. The burning sensations that I felt when my anxiety arises.

Title: The Burning Ground. This pictures depicts a state of pessimism that often dominates my mind. It is parallel to the concerns of the destruction and the uncertainty of the future earth due to global warming.

Title: In Between Hopes and Ruins. This pictures show a transitions of me becoming more understanding in myself and the world around me.

Title: Until The Sun Rises Again. The hope in me amidst all the chaos that happened inside my head, outside of myself, and the world.